ENVIOUS

I'm glad to see you settled and successful
Married to your ideal man with kids so wonderful
You looked so proud and happy as a mommy
I always thought you are the perfect girl to marry

I regretted the day when I left you
Causing you too much pain and too much sorrow
I was a big fool to trade you with another girl
My life took a dive and went to an ugly swirl

Here I am looking at you and felt so envious
Please don't stare at me I felt ashamed and conscious
I had you in my arms but was stupid to let you go
I traded your love with lust now I'm full of sorrow

I look forward for a chance to meet another girl like you
A woman with a fair heart willing to help me grow
This time I'll do it right and won't ever let her go
I hope I'll be lucky she'll be just like you.

By : Jun Abines