YOUR POEM

I once tried writing your very own poem
So the world will know about you my darling
But the right words to describe you never came
Lost in my deep thoughts and wounded feelings

Still I tried and I persist
Nothing came out my eyes get mist
Because I realized our love was over
I thought our love will last forever

Nevertheless, I made it through
This meaningless poems is all for you
You know in your heart my love is true
Up to this moment, I still love you

Wherever you go, you have my love
Nothing can change it, you're all I have
I wish you all the best things in life
I now accepted, you're are now someone's wife.

By : Jun Abines

TOMORROW

I don't want tomorrow to come
Until I find you
I want to save my future
And spend it all with you

As I look back yesterday
All was sad and gray
Someone was not there
A girl who lives for me

Darling I knew it's you
Will you please hold my hand
I'm now ready for tomorrow
Coz I have you in my arms. Bow!

By : Jun Abines

LET'S PRETEND

Please stay with me girl
Let's pretend we are lovers
I promise to be gentle
As if you're mine forever

Tell me all your dreams
Including your desires
I promise that I'll listen
Like a boyfriend newly hired

Let's walk down somewhere
And share some good laughs
Forget about tomorrow
Because this world has been tough

Maybe by pretending
We'll learn we're compatible
Because there is no pressure
We'll just play and show it all

I knew you felt something for me
Thats the way I felt too
Let our little pretenders games show us
That our love with each is true. Bow!

By : Jun Abines

THE BULLY

As I sit silently in the corner
Here comes the bully
Itching to flex his muscles
He thought I'm weak and picked me

He tried to size me up,
Insulting my whole being
He pretended to be tough,
And expected I'd run crying

He throwed the first punch
That landed on my face
The pain was more than enough
I gave him what he wished

We fought with all our strenght
Everything was on the line
He never realized
Giving up is the last thing in my mind

The bully did everything
I stood my ground and give him hell
When the fight finally stopped
Between his legs was a curled tail

Bullies are all nothing
But big fat cowards
He'll quit bullying you
If you stand and fight him hard

By : Jun Abines

FIGHT!

Fight you coward,
Stop complaining
You must learn to bite back
Or better start running

This world is cruel,
Only the strong survives
Defend yourself to death,
If you want to stay alive

Look all around you
There are traps and mines
Some disquise to be weak
Just waiting to commit a crime

Allies can be trusted
But only to a degree
They're willing to abandon you
The moment you dis-aggree

So fight my dear friend
Never ever surrender
The moment you mentally give up
You life is all over.

By : Jun Abines

FLIRT

You look at me a flicked your hair
Exposing your neck so smooth and fair
I helplessly stare and hesitated
I find you so yummy and so attractive

I slowly approached with knees shaking
Playing confident yet chest are trembling
Struggled to say a sentence and said "hi"
You smiled at me sweet I thought I could die

It only took few minutes we're suddenly friends
You gave me your number I was ecstatic no end
I was glad I took the courage of approaching you
It was worth all the effort....

I CRIED

My face is still wet
My tears barely dry
I cried when I lost you
Something in me died

You left without a word
So sudden I was shock
How could you hurt me badly
My heart is not a rock

It took me for a while
To forget you totally
I thought its all over
Then you re-appeared suddenly

You said you were sorry
And hinted you still loved me
I said no problem
But I buried you yesterday

By : Jun Abines

LETTING GO

Woman I am here to let you go
You are not happy with me, I can feel it too
Go ahead and find your ideal man
I want you to find love while you still can

It was wrong for me to hold on you
I need a woman whose love is true
I know you stayed because I provide your needs
But I crave for your love and I secretly bleed

Once you find happiness please let me know
So in my solitude I'll feel happiness too
Because this love of mine is yours alone
If ever you fail, you can always come home.

By :Jun Abines

CONFUSED

I was a bit shock when you said no
You said I'm not the right guy for you
How could you reach such conclusion?
When friendship was my only intention

You told a friend that you loved me
I did'nt believed it sounds so funny
Because we barely known each other
I had no clue I was your kind of lover

Please help me here, I am confused
Am I being fooled or am I seduced?
I am not ready to play that kind of games
I played it before and I was the victim

Next time we meet look into my eyes
I want your sincerity don't be too wise
If we are meant to be let's take it slowly
Love needs time to grow, that's how it should be.

By : Jun Abines

FOR ROBIN (WILLIAMS)

You made hundreds of million people laughed
The world thought you're durable and tough
Your comedy was a source of joy and happiness
Yet no one bothered to cheer you up from loneliness

You were a brilliant star that shine so bright
The fuel you burned was your very own life
You tried to show us the funny side of the world
But the pains and sufferings you didn't told

Because this world is cruel and never truly cared
Paid you lip service only when you disappeared
Though there are a few who truly mourned
Grateful for the funny things you've shown

The sufferings you went though no one can guess
Hoping the pains you felt are now erased
Wherever you are may you have peace
Thank you for the laughter and memories

By : Jun Abines

LIFE IS A POEM

Life in itself is a poem. It has a beginning and an ending. Some are beautiful, some are not. Some are harmonic some are disarrayed. Some are worth telling, some are best kept secret. Some are exciting, some are boring. Each of us is making our own poem each day. Some lines are full of joy, some sadness. Some are full of love, some hatred. When life ends, the public can decide if such life is worth telling so the next generation can appreciate its beauty or lessons. That's why we have real life heroes and villains in history.

If you love novels, movies or tv soap opera, it means you love poems too. Poems are expressions of the heart. Its about appreciation of life, feelings and the beauty around each of us. But many of us will say, we hate poems. Maybe because you were once forced to like or memorize poems against your will. Or maybe you have not yet read a poem that speaks the words your heart is willing to hear. But once you read a poem that speaks the desires and craving of your heart, you will discover that poetry is indeed beautiful.

Deep within your heart there is a man or woman craving to be heard, understood and loved. Deep within your heart is a message you want to tell the world what you really care about. Deep with your heart is little boy or little girl seeking soul mates who see and appreciate the world like you do. Deep within your heart is love, hatred, fear or anxiety you want let go. All of these can never be expressed in a simple conversation, a letter, a monologue or argument. You need poetry to express them.

Listen to your heart. Understand your deepest desires. Be honest to yourself. Express what you feel. Be a child. Be yourself. Be a poet.

LET ME

Let me kiss you today so you'll feel good
These loving arms of mine are yours alone to hold
Let me hug you tenderly so you'll feel loved
I am your prince, your knight, your angel and all of the above

Let me listen to your stories you have all my attention
I want to hear your dreams and desires, even your frustrations
Let me stay beside you for as long as you want
I am your friend, your companion and yes, I'm also your servant

Let me become part of your life for as long as you live
I was born to love and care for you, its my fate I believe
Let me live and die knowing you loved me too
You won't hear me complaining, I was born for you.

By : Jun Abines

MASTER YOURSELF

Let me help you erase all the fears inside
The doubts and insecurities you tried to hide
Face them all as if your standing in the mirror
These monsters in your mind are causing all the horrors

Never be afraid to chase all your big dreams
Go ahead and give it your best, its the way to learn
Failures and setbacks are there to test your will
When you fall down stand back again, just enjoy the thrill

As you go along life will become easier
Experience will be there as a friend and a teacher
Always remember that the mission is to master yourself
Once you achieved that goal, you will no longer need help

By : Jun Abines

LOST

Darling I don't know where to go
Life is truly meaningless without you
I'm no longer interested where I'm heading
There's no point to go on living

Everything I see looks dull and pale
Whatever I do feels boring no thrill
I now realize I need you the most
Without you beside me I am lost

By : Jun Abines

IN DISGUISE

I understand you need someone
To hug and kiss and keep you warm
Someone to talk to and keep you company
To color your life and make you happy

Someone who cares and willing to listen
A man who smiles with deep patience
Someone who loves you unconditionally
Accepts you as a whole including your family

That man you're looking for is not far away
He's right beside just look at me
I'm tired disguising as your friend
I loved you since we met, until the end. Bow!

By : Jun Abines

I'LL FIND A WAY

I love you the moment we meet
But your a friend's lover so I kept it
I love every smile you thrown at me
Your eyes are saying we are meant to be

Every second our eyes meet lasts forever
I secretly wish we could be alone together
Every move every laughter with you is priceless
I want to run away with you, I'm hopeless

I don't know how long I can endure
You're the one I've been dreaming of, I'm sure
I can't wait for the time he'll let you go
I'll find a way or make a way, because I love you. Bow!

By : Jun Abines

REGRETS

I regret the moment you had left
You were so pretty and so sweet
All I ever did was stare at you
Silence by your rare beauty that glows

I rehearsed some lines hoping we meet again
Not telling you my feelings would be a sin
When you appeared all my courage flew
I was again shocked and star strucked with you

Until today I'm suffering and still in pain
Everytime we meet my actions remains the same
My love for you until now remained a secret
I must let go of these feelings or I'll live with regret. Bow!

By : Jun Abines

SELF HELP

If ever one day you felt neglected
No one to talk to and no one cared
Try standing in front of the mirror
You'll find someone in agony and in horror

That's the only person you can count on
Without his help you can never move on
You must learn to trust and believe in your self
There must be self reliance, before others can help

Help yourself to stand up and fight
No one can prosper if he lives in fright
Must keep going and soon you'll find
All problems can be solve if you make up your mind.

By : Jun Abines

HELLO

Hello babe it's been a while
I missed those eyes and hypnotic smile
It's been many years since our last kiss
I still can't forget our last awkward embrace

You look more beautiful I must admit
I still remember the first time we've meet
You were my first love its not a lie
But I had to let go when you said goodbye

My feelings for you remains the same
Inside my heart you can find your name
Tell me darling you are here to stay
This time I won't ever let you go away. Bow!

By : Jun Abines

I'VE LEARN

Darling I truly regret
Letting you go was a mistake
I thought I'd be happier without you
Now my life is full of sorrow

Baby I missed your love
You are my angel from up above
I was a fool to hurt your feelings
By breaking hour heart and caused you sufferings

I'm here to beg you forgiveness
You are my life and my happiness
We can start again even as a friend
Because you are worth keeping, I have learn. Bow!

By : Jun Abines

WHATEVER!

Whatever happens today I'm ready
I am no longer afraid to face reality
Because yesterday I found true love
She's right beside me, she's all I have

All the challenges in life we'll face together
We'll walk hand in hand until forever
Nothing can break our bond with each other
Because our love and friendship is unique and rare

Let the sun shine brightly in the sky
Let the rain fall heavily we won't cry...

STILL

I still remember yesterday
When my life was all about you and me
But your love to me got cold
You left and destroyed my world

Luckily I survived
But my will to live have died
As if I am living in hell
Because I do love you, still

By : Jun Abines

DREAM GIRL

You shake my confidence and rock my world
Taking all my breath away as your beauty unfold
You're like a star that comes crom the sky
You made me star strucked and made me shy

Making you mine is mission impossible
But I am up to the challenge and won't mind all the trouble...

HER IMAGE

If I were to paint my lady love
All angels in heaven will be glad
Because their true image will be revealed
A rare angelic face would surely yield

Her golden aura shines so bright
To my gloomy world she brings the light
Nothing compares with her radiant smile
I could see it glowing from a thousand miles

She is a true heaven's sent
A perfect beauty without a dent
I thank God for an answered prayer
She is all mine now and forever

By : Jun Abines

ANSWERED PRAYER

Once upon a time in my lonely life
I was searching someone to become my wife
An angel appeared to tell me my fate
I was meant to be single, a bad news too late

I refused to believe and protested to her
Argued with all my logic that my fate is unfair
I asked her to extend my plead up above
I needed a woman to share all my love

She's just the messenger, to me she explained
I must accept my fate, I have no right to complain
So I just fell silent for many months I cried
And accepted my fate my dream girl will not arrive

Then one day I meet a beautiful lady
She became a friend and very dear to me
The angel re-appeared and told me to marry her
The heavens reconsidered, I am the girl's answered prayer.

By : Jun Abines

YOUR WISH

Girl I understand the wishes of your heart
A man who truly loves you from the very start
Someone who loves no other woman but you alone
Ready to build a family and a happy home

A guy who goes home to you everyday
Ready to comfort and please you in anyway
Shower you all the blessings in the world
A strong personality to depend and to hold

Someone smart and gentle that makes you proud
Who whispers tenderly and never shout loud
Willing to obey all your commands and wishes
He'll do the dirty laundries and wash the dishes

That kind of guys surely exists
But they are some kind of endangered species
I'm sorry to inform you I'm not one of them
Your wish list is very cool, but its just a dream.

By : Jun Abines

I AM AFRAID

I am afraid of tomorrow
It might bring some sort of sorrow
I want today to stay forever
Having you with me as my lover

But nothing in this world lasts
Our happiness today will soon become past
I can only hope we'll stay together happy
Everything must change that's a reality

Today is the happiest moments of my life
Love is truly magical it lives up to the greatest hype
I can never be contented and happier this way
Than having you and knowing we are meant to be

By : Jun Abines

GUILTY

I am as guilty as I can be
By taking advantage of you in my fantasy
I've kissed your lips a thousand times
For countless nights I made you mine

You loved me too you did confessed
Saying it softly as you undressed
You begged and plead for me to stay
But I left you and walked away

I loved you so much to the extreme
I can't imprison you in my dream
I want your love in reality
From my fantasy I'm setting you free

By : Jun Abines

SOMEONE

Somewhere out there far and away
Someone beautiful is longing for me
Almost everyday she prays and wishes
I'll come soon to her warm hugs and kisses

She kept asking when I'll be back
I said I'll return at the end of my contract
We both missed each other and we both endure
So that tomorrow we can both live secure

Slowly but surely we're building a home
A simple house to live for our family very soon
But for now we'll both live separately
By living apart thousands of miles away

By : Jun Abines

UNNOTICED

Your love and care were gone unnoticed
Including the loyalty you exerted and practiced
It's time to sit down and sort things out
And find the promises you were talked about

Love is a game to be played by two
To give and take with each other through and through
If the two of you no longer see each other eye to eye
May be its time to consider saying goodbye

Maybe you need time to go away
Think over things if it's still worth to stay
If the love is gone better go than live in misery
Because life is to short to be spent in self imposed slavery.

By : Jun Abines

GOOD NIGHT

Let me give you a sweet good night kiss
Coupled with my very warm embrace
It's a sign that we are blessed
Able to share true life's happiness

I'm going to sleep very soundly
Because you are sleeping near me safely
I have no other worries in the world
Because I have your hands to hold

Tomorrow is another brand new day
A gift to savor and face happily
What ever happens I am ready
Knowing I have you here beside me.

By : Jun Abines