IF ONLY

If only you know how much I care
I'd do anything you ask I swear
In exchange of your love I'm ready to die
You're the most beautiful thing in my eye

If only you know I am afraid
To tell you this feeling you might not believe
But I'm more afraid you'll like me too
I might jump off the cliff if you say "I love you"

I only if know I am just crazy
You never exist just a fantasy
Because the girl I love have long been gone
Buried a long time ago under my hearts tomb

If only you know I still beleive
Someone out there is a girl with a need
I wish to meet her and be my friend
Who knows will become lovers in the end

If only you know I'm just a fool
Trying to impress you above all
Because this poem is all about you
All I'm saying is I love you

I GUESS

The moment I caught your eyes,
Something ignited
Your smile, your face and the way you stared
Made me excited

The awkward moment we had,
It was short
My strong attraction towards you,
Its heading north

You held my hand gently and whispered
Telling me a secret
I stared at you many times,
You looked perfect

I believed everything you told me,
You're not for me
Our lives are the complete opposite,
We're not meant to be

After a ver long while,
We bid good bye
Your dazzling impression to me
Left me high

I'm really wondering now
If we'll meet again
I strongly suspect to me
You felt the same

I hope your the one for me,
I wish
In you I felt love at first sight
I guess

MY KISS

I dreamed of you last night
It was wonderful
You were sitting next to me
Oh so beautiful

You told me all your struggles
I just listened
Then put your head on my shoulder
And started weepin'

It was comforting to know
You trust me
I let you cling to my arms
You held it tightly

I touched your chin gently
And lift up your face
You looked so sad and wounded
In your lips I planted a kiss

I tried to hold you more
You disappeared
I only meet you once
It was so wierd

If we'll meet again
I will confess
I'll asked if you dreamed of me too
And got my kiss

ONCE UPON A TIME

Once upon a time
We were poor
We dreamed of becoming rich
And be successful

Once upon a time
We were young
We had a pure heart
And had fun

Once upon a time
We promised
To help those who are needy
That's our wish

Once upon a time
We were jolly
We enjoyed simple things
And were so happy

Once upon a time
We were friends
We promised loyalty
'til the end

Now everything we wished
Happened to you
Suddenly you changed
And I lost you

MY CHRISTMAS WISH

May you find the love you've been waiting for
Someone who cares with heart so pure
To make your days shine so brightly
With hugs and kisses and warm company

Someone who'll listen and laughed with you
Shower you attention with a love so true
Or maybe argue with you on some occasions
To make your life exciting and full of lessons

Someone willing to grow old with you
Even knowing you're imperfect through and through
To hold your hands even when angry
Afraid to loss your love and your company

Only then I will let you go
Because I truly feel and care for you
For now I'll keep showering you with my love
Because you are the Christmas wish I asked from God

WHAT I THINK

I am not the most confident man you'll meet
I'm shy
But if you ask me to do anything for you
I'll try

I am not the most exciting guy you'll find
I'm ordinary
But if you feel bored and lonely
I can be funny

I am not the most handsome man you'll date with
But I'm wise
And if you let me be you friend for a moment
You'll be surprised

I may not be the most ideal man to marry
But I'm honest
And if ever you wonder what I think about you
For me you are the best

YOU ARE SPECIAL

Every flower is special
Each one of them possess uniqueness of their own
Their differences are not meant to be compared but appreciated
Because beauty comes in different shapes, sizes and colors

When you look your self in mirror, see your self as you are
Don't try to find that Hollywood beauty you saw somewhere else
Instead, try to find that cute and pretty little girl your mama and papa saw in you
Appreciate that unique breed of a beautiful flower you and you alone possess

Only then you will understand what real beauty is
Beauty is all about uniqueness and rareness
Just like a western girl looks stunning in the eyes of Asian boys
Asian girls looked liked a gems in the eyes of western boys too

Pity the girls who desperately change their looks to copy others
Their action is a brutal insult and disrespect of their natural beauty
One day, the right guy will come to them and won't recognize them
Because they ruined their natural beauty of which nature design specially for them

So never ever alter your looks, just enhance them
Don't change your texture, just refine them
Don't compare your beauty, you are rare and special
So that when you meet Mr. Right, he will recognize you as the unique flower made just for him.